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Back in this Mess
05:21
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So, you found your way back to my door.
You're running low and you want
me to attend you. You want
me to defend. You've got some
nerve to show up here. You don't deserve
my kindness or my words, just my worst.
Sometimes I wish that I
had the power to erase my mind.
Sometimes I wish you never left.
Each time I finally heal,
I dream of you and think it's real.
Then find myself back in this mess.
No, come back inside it's getting cold.
We’re wasting time and getting old.
Get to the point lets rush.
Don’t beat around the bush.
Cause I cleared the path from the after math
you left in your wake, your ways.
Sometimes I wish that I
had the power to erase my mind.
Sometimes I wish you never left.
Each time I finally heal,
I dream of you and think it's real.
Then find myself back in this mess
God damn my luck. I got to move.
each place I go, keep see you.
I beg you please to disappear.
I’d live my life so free and clear.
Both in the mind and in the flesh,
out of my heart out of my head.
But wait, I take that back, think we can make
this all work out let’s not be rash.
Take a breath and let this pass.
There’s a message. Yes in fact,
we should both shut up, and look around
to see just what we have, not lack.
Sometimes I wish that I
had the power to erase my mind.
Sometimes I wish you never left.
Each time I finally heal,
I dream of you and think it's real.
Then find myself back in this mess
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2. |
To Over Come
03:07
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hope is always there is hangs from a thread even with dispair
fear's a tool used the cruel to pray on innocent beware
be calm, be cool, because if we lose our heads my friend they have won
we must be brave and risk the chance of loss with hope we'll over come
its in the darkest hour that the eye will open up and see
fear not my friend, if we stand together
we can face this as a team
we must believe
don't not despair it's for those who know
without a doubt what the future will be
have faith inside your heart and in your prayers we must believe
to over come
the odds, outrageous, they out number us with size
with hold, with out, with drawn compassion is advised
to be as one
its in the darkest hour that the eye will open up and see
fear not my friend, if we stand together
we can face this as a team
we must believe
don't not despair it's for those who know
without a doubt what the future will be
have faith inside your heart and in your prayers we must believe
to over come
shine the light on hope, shine the light so bright
show that theres some good left in this life
stand as one be brave, stand one so tall
stand as one with faith or we will fall
love is a buried treasure lost since days of old
the missing puzzle piece that makes the picture whole
out with signs of self doubt, miracles appear
in comes strength born of hope, to over come the fear
be calm, be cool, because if we lose our heads my friend they have won
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3. |
Lost Their Light
03:26
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Timing's a crucial thing in life.
Much similar to fate, despite
one choosing you. The other's achieved.
Forgive my judgment i was naive
I was naive...
I took for granted the time we shared.
I never knew how much I cared.
But now your gone, the highest cost.
I pay the price for my greatest loss.
My greatest loss...
What must I do to rekindle the flames
that once danced in your eyes?
They lost their light.
Somehow you're always in my head.
You'd push me to the edge of the bed.
You stuck to me. We were so pure.
Will we ever be as we were before?
As we were before...
What must I do to rekindle the flames
that once danced in your eyes?
They lost their light.
You're ticklish on your pelvic bone.
And I can hear your smile over the phone.
We'd kiss until I had no breath.
You woke up one morning the feelings had left.
The feelings left...
What must I do to rekindle the flames
that once danced in your eyes?
They lost their light.
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4. |
Utility Bills
04:29
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its quite apparent that you never loved me.
the prefect reason to why you'd pack your things
i'm still battling all my demons
and i'm on our own
i meant half of what they meant to ya
guess you can say that there was never any love
who am i kiddin i meant less then half
so darlin please don't laugh
my love is cancer, it is serious, it kill
rich enough to pay utility bills
strong enough to cause a late night head ache
but sweet enough to feed a diabetic
you are my light in shadows
you are my dreams at night
you are my savior assassin
but you are not mine
its quite apparent that i can't conceive
what changed your attitude toward me
they say love concurs everything
except the grief that love could bring
you are sinister to me its true
its like ya hate me cause i care for you
i walk on egg shells not to stir the beast
love's your trigger and the hates unleashed
you are my light in shadows
you are my dreams at night
you are my savior assassin
but you are not mine
I wonder if your even plagued at all
or are you just completely comfortable
I can't imagine you with some one different
would you hold on a minute
its nice to know that seeing me's a chore
an inconvenience and a whole more
thought it felt good to bring someone joy
and in some ways you are
you are my light in shadows
you are my dreams at night
you are my savior assassin
but you are not mine
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5. |
Criminal Tattoo's
03:52
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your tattoos are criminal
dragon backed and gripping claw
geisha thy bleeding eyes
razor rose on the other side
just tell me something i need to hear
tell me you want me you need me its clear
but you never will
we'll never work we'll never fit
but i want you so bad it make me sick
just one thing keeps us away
if it filled my lungs i'd be with you today
just tell me something i need to hear
tell me you want me you need me its clear
but you never will
but you never will
frozen in my dreams
hoping you will see
time is precious
of thee essence
would you just let it go to waste
we live just once we must make haste
but you never will
but you never will
your tattoos are criminal
your tattoos are criminal
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6. |
So Long
03:25
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its time to let you go
you've even let you know how you feel
its not that what we had wasn't real
its just the timing wasn't right
I've done all that i can
to make you understand your the one
but there are things you just can't rush
So long, so long. thought you could be the one.
thought you could but I'm wrong. So long, so long
must of been just a phase, an acquired taste
either or it's a waste, so long, so long
I know we can't be friend
and every hand i lent brought guilt
its like the bridges that we built
are crumbling at our feet
and all the words i speak
won't change your mind its up to time
its just these things are hard to find
that's why they're so hard to give up
So long, so long. thought you could be the one.
thought you could but I'm wrong. So long, so long
must of been just a phase, an acquired taste
either or it's a waste, so long, so long
forget you, forget us, and your lies and my trust
it was never enough, so long. So!
you're not ready, or i'm too hasty.
stuck and drowning in my memories,
of our bodies, as god intended.
breathing heavily when it ended.
So long, so long. thought you could be the one.
thought you could but I'm wrong. So long, so long
must of been just a phase, an acquired taste
either or it's a waste, so long, so long
forget you, forget us, and your lies and my trust
it was never enough, so long, so long
screw this fight, and my word. Fore they might, go unheard
Who is right Im unsure. so long so
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7. |
Six Fourteen AM
03:53
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last time i spoke to you is, when I was in Boston Massachusetts
and you were somewhere else, with someone else,
someone new
New is a word I dread see, new means you'll soon forget me
cause I don't make a difference as i'm cover by the dust
clean me off and just
let me sing you to sleep
hold you close to me
wake up in arms reach
kiss you on the cheek
the sun seems to have lost it's glitter
and ever day seems the dead of winter
without the cold and blakets by the fireplace to cuddle close
the calander's just numbers and letters
thought crossing of boxes would make things better
but instead it screwed up my internal clock and made bad timing even worse
let me sing you to sleep
hold you close to me
wake up in arms reach
kiss you on the cheek
I talk to everyone I spill my guts its terrible
they know the whole story, they know everything about you
I call my mom, your mom, my friends and even friends that
I don't ever talk to, they know everything about you
It seems the hours pass on by, from days to weeks and months
I don't even know now, it's just so hard to count
if I could sing you to sleep
and hold you close to me
and wake up in arms reach
then kiss you on the cheek
every morning
if you said you've missed me
or made a mistake
if you said that you're sorry
it's not to late
to tell me you loved me
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8. |
I Was Wrong
04:04
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seems like forever now, that i've been in the dark
my stomach's turning round, now that we're apart
and maybe i just need, to admit to the truth
but all i really want, is just to be with you
and when i sleep, you consume my dreams
you are my passions, my fantasies
but now i know, I didn't see
didn't see
I see you in everything, i'm torturing myself,
this can't be time to put our book back on the shelf
cause Im still reading, and i see things to come
This can't be over cause i am still in love
and its so hard, to bear this all day long
without you theres no where i belong
but now i know, i was wrong
I've gone through denial, depression and hate
bargains and offers to over turn our fate
next comes acceptance though you know i still believe
we can send things back to the way they use to be
and when i sleep, you consume my dreams
you are my passions, and my fantasies
but now i know, I didn't see
and its so hard, to bear this all day long
with out you theres no where i belong
but now i know, i was wrong
I was wrong
go go you can leave you can leave if you please
I was wrong
go go you can leave you can leave if you please
I was wrong I need you i was wrong i was wrong
go go you can leave you can leave if you please
I was wrong now we're through and you're gone and your gone
go go you can leave you can leave if you please
I was wrong I need you i was wrong i was wrong
go go you can leave you can leave if you please
I was wrong now we're through and you're gone and your gone
go go you can leave you can leave if you please
I was wrong
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9. |
Centripetal Force
04:41
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I shared a kiss to see if this world would move just a little bit faster.
Then the three hundred eighty three mile per hour that it already does.
But it lacked the sparks, it lacked the speed and the rush of blood inside of me.
And it's true the world's still turning but it's a cruel comparison to
what I will not let go and of all you moved on from.
I miss being your star the light of your life and more,
I miss being the reason that you smile.
So call me ignorant tell me how is he different
from me and better all at once.
I really should think less of you
after all you've put me through
there should be a bounty on your head for treason.
And it's true the world's still turning but it's a cruel comparison to
what I will not let go and of all you moved on from.
I need you to understand but you don't really care to.
You threw me out like yesterday's news.
The world tried to prove me wrong, but you already did that job.
You put up a facade when you need to be saved coz you're just afraid.
It's not sane there's a perfect little world that you can actually be happy with me you just won't admit it
Strange you're afraid of a perfect little world that you can actually be happier with me you just won't admit it
And it's true the world's still turning but it's a cruel comparison to
what I will not let go and of all you moved on from.
I need you to understand but you don't really care to.
You threw me out like yesterday's news.
The world tried to prove me wrong, but you already did that job.
You put up a facade when you need to be saved coz you're just afraid.
It's not sane there's a perfect little world that you can actually be happy with me you just won't admit it
Strange you're afraid of a perfect little world that you can actually be happier with me you just won't admit it
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10. |
Guttertown
03:53
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he was sittin by a lake in gutter town
playin the ukulele
told a bird that flew by in the wind that he
wished that he could fly free. he said...
that we're all dead if we're just sittin round
and wasting our time
if your wings could only carry me
then I'd feel more alive
some say the wind can roll a tired storm
all the way to the sea
and it rolls, rolls, rolls, right to me
cause we're all dead if we're just sittin round
and wasting our time
if your wings could only carry me
then i'd feel more alive
and it rolls, rolls, rolls, right to me
rolls, rolls, rolls...
and it rolls, rolls, rolls, right to me
rolls, rolls, rolls...
a dreams is hope's aspirations
Though its nothing but deception
to believe it's the real thing
and to long for it's conception
and it rolls, rolls, rolls, right to me
rolls, rolls, rolls...
and it rolls, rolls, rolls, right to me
rolls, rolls, rolls...
cause sleeps a wish for the restless
its a desperate search for meaning
with out reason we're reckless
and our life feels defeating
and it rolls, rolls, rolls, right to me
rolls, rolls, rolls...
and it rolls, rolls, rolls, right to me
rolls, rolls, rolls...
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